| Wow Been awhile! |
[31 Mar 2004|02:25pm] |
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I need to post in this thing more. I just get too distracted. My computer was laggy most of yesterday. I guess I am still working out the bugs.
I have had many weird dreams that disturb me to no end. Some of the dreams are incredibly frightening while others are quite strange. Some are vivid while some are vague. I wish I could understand them all.
A little secret. I have found out that I am broke. I have maybe $17.88 to my name (apart from savings account and some savings bonds). I would tell my parents but admitting that you squandered over a thousand dollars isn't easy to explain. I suppose this money will just have to last a few months.
I am just so depressed by this fact. Maybe I have a mental problem when it comes to managing money. Now I am too depressed to write any more.
*poofs*
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| I should Write in this More! |
[18 Mar 2004|06:46pm] |
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None except for the sound of the heater running! |
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Yeah... a lot has happened since I last posted here. I post mainly in my Livejournal. This is a wonderful place though for putting thoughts and ideas.
I am 27 and turned 27 on Tuesday (March 16th). It wasn't a big deal and I feel no different than before. I suppose some things are not meant to make sense and "time" is one of them. I find "Time" fascinating but at the same time confusing. A discussion of "Time" would lead to the mention of "Time Tavel" and the concept of alternate dimensions. I suppose it is not meant to be understood.
More later maybe. I kinda miss Laura currently.
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| Late!!! |
[09 Mar 2004|01:52am] |
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Billy Joel and Enya (Now that would be an interesting couple |
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A quick entry to just take up space. I am alive though I don't write here much. Nothing new but I am quite tired!
Night!
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| Life? Death? |
[06 Mar 2004|02:53pm] |
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Korn "It's On!" |
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I know I don't write in this thing much. It does mean a lot that I have it though.
Darkness?
Yeah.. I have been there and I think we all have. There are times when the darkness is so deep that no light can be seen.
I suppose the Lyrics to the song "Road to Zion" by Petra says it best.
"Sometimes a shadow dark and cold
lays like a mist across the road
but be encouraged by the sight
where there's a shadow there's a light."
It is what I believe anyways.
I'll write more later if I feel so inclined.
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| Hmmm.... LOL I Must have been dead!!!! |
[30 Mar 2003|08:46pm] |
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None!!! Only the darkness of my soul!!! |
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LOL as long as I have been gone... everyone prolly assumed I was dead. Ohh well... Lots have been happening. Something positive I guess was all the traveling I have been doing for 4 consecutive days. More later cause it is getting late!!!
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| Darkness!!!! Precious darkness!!! |
[11 Jun 2002|07:16pm] |
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none!!! too lazy to listen to any!!! |
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I haven't posted here in awhile. Been too caught up in my own inner darkness to do much of anything. actually things have been great. I'm a little tired but not overly so. I'll try and keep people more informed. Horses seem to be on my mind most of the time. Maybe because I saw "Spirit" twice. it was an excellent movie. and i want to see it again.
*yawn* Sooooo.... sleepy ZZZZZZZZZZ.....
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| Hmmmm.... What a day!!! |
[04 May 2002|04:04pm] |
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Nothing but peacful silence!!! |
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Today was good.... Today was bad... I don't know whether to be glad... or to be sad... *sigh* I've just bee too distracted lately to do much of anything... With my toe surgery on thursday (Ingrown toenail extraction) and other family matters that i won't go into... I suppose that is the culpret. I suppose only time will tell.
Hmmmmm...... Movie news... Eh... I don't feel like typing it out again. Go here to see it... http://www.livejournal.com/users/adamsager22 . It is far more interesting than this. I suppose the EW(Entertainment Weekly) review kinda shook me up but I came to realize that one review shouldn't govern my life. I'm a little fatigued... G'night
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| 1st Entry!!! |
[30 Apr 2002|11:44am] |
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Music? The darkness drowns out all music!!! |
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I got this nifty little journal yesterday. Afterwords horrible things happened. Hmmmm.... maybe just coincidense. The permanent scar on my forehead looks less tham pleasant. This is a neat little journal. =P
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